I should have realized when I mentioned a bed that your mind would go there.
[ At least she sounds amused. ]
Do you remember what I said to you once, when we were joking about men? I'm not the type to just have that sort of fun without any feelings, but when there are feelings... it becomes complicated. At least, for me it does.
[ There's a pause, and then her voice grows soft. ]
Sometimes I think it might have been better if I had never discovered that Atlan had been lying to me. He just would have been the man who loved me and died. But that's not who he was and now... I have to wait, until I'm sure. But that's the reason why Felix is not in my bed now.
Oh, I wouldn't do that to him! He's going to help me get my journals of travels to elven ruins published some day. It's just a matter of me finding them first.
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Date: 2016-04-17 11:13 pm (UTC)[ At least she sounds amused. ]
Do you remember what I said to you once, when we were joking about men? I'm not the type to just have that sort of fun without any feelings, but when there are feelings... it becomes complicated. At least, for me it does.
[ There's a pause, and then her voice grows soft. ]
Sometimes I think it might have been better if I had never discovered that Atlan had been lying to me. He just would have been the man who loved me and died. But that's not who he was and now... I have to wait, until I'm sure. But that's the reason why Felix is not in my bed now.
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Date: 2016-04-18 04:24 am (UTC)I am really very happy for you. You deserve some romance.
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Date: 2016-04-18 04:59 am (UTC)Ma serannas. I haven't been this happy in a long time. I'm very lucky to have found him.
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Date: 2016-04-20 04:29 am (UTC)You know? That doesn't surprise me at all.
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Date: 2016-04-25 04:35 am (UTC)I like that: knight in griffon armor. I'll use that. You know, when I write those romance novels in my head as I go to sleep.
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Date: 2016-05-13 05:14 pm (UTC)[ There's a pause as she turns something over in her head. ]
It's not wrong to want better for our people, but not want to live with them in a clan anymore, is it?
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Date: 2016-05-29 08:42 pm (UTC)I certainly hope not. It seems a lot of us are thinking about that.
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