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[samahl]

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[el_tybs]

I'm sure they're all very appreciative of you 'trying' in that case.

[samahl]

Most of the time, if I really try I also do. Doing is much more fun.

[el_tybs]

[Sam sighs in amused disbelief.]

If you weren't 'really trying' to 'do' that I'd be surprised.

Sometimes I'm a bit envious at how easy you find saying and... doing? all that.

[samahl]

If you need advice on how to be more comfortable, I'm here to help.

[el_tybs]

Oh there are tricks to it? Now I definitely need to hear this.

[He's not completely sure it's the best idea considering sleeping in tents and tent arrangements, but... nothing ventured never gained, right?]

[samahl]

Well, to start with, you realize that you're handsome and charming and own it.

[el_tybs]

And how does one realize that and how do you ... 'own' it?

[A small chuckle.]

[samahl]

It should be easy for you to realize you're handsome. You'd need only look in a mirror.

[el_tybs]

I... suppose. To me I'm just... me. Guess that's something I still need to learn despite how some people keep telling me that.

[samahl]

[After a pause]

All right. How about focusing on just a part of your face then? Let's start with your lips. They're a lovely color, and plump in all of the right places. And you have the definition right above your top lip that helps give you definition. If I remember correctly, they're warm to kiss as well.

[el_tybs]

[Well at least Cyril had decided to use his face for an example. That alone had him blushing and giving a small groan in slight embarrassment.]

Thank... you? I guess I haven't noticed that... before? They mostly feel chapped to me.

[He's trying to take the compliment, honestly, and see this from Cyril's point of view.]

[samahl]

[Cyril chuckles very softly.] I could go on about the color of your eyes and hair, the shape of your cheeks, how strong your arms and hands are... But I might overwhelm you a bit if I do that.

[el_tybs]

[He had that much to say? Sam sputters a bit.]

More... than likely.

[The fact that Cyril can't see him is the only reason he's not hiding his face behind his hands.]

Well I suppose I'm going to be forever red now, thank you for that.

[samahl]

[He chuckles very softly.]

And here I am too far to enjoy the sight.

[el_tybs]

Learn to appreciate myself otherwise Cyril is going to list it all for me. Point taken.

[He chuckles as well then giving a sigh.]

Going to be a hard habit I suppose. Wasn't something I really focused on in the Circle.

[samahl]

It's something else new that you can experience though, now that the Circles are gone.

[el_tybs]

I'll remind myself to get a mirror and add that to my daily schedule.

'Look at self, say you're handsome. Cyril's orders.'

[samahl]

Exactly. It is my orders. And it's a good habit to have.

[el_tybs]

So is this something you do yourself, or you're just naturally confident about this?

[samahl]

A little of both. Though, it's easy for me. You've seen me. I'm beautiful. [Said with no shame at all.]

[el_tybs]

Yeah... I can certainly agree with that.

[samahl]

[He chuckles.] Oh, how nice of your to notice.

[el_tybs]

Hard not to. Someone would have to be blind not to notice that. [A chuckle as well.]

[samahl]

That's true. [He's not going to deny it, of course.]

But someone would have to be blind not to see the same about you.

[el_tybs]

Aaand bringing it back to me. Alright, I'll try considering people possibly think that when they see me. I just don't 'see' people noticing something like that when it comes to me.

[Besides Cyril there wasn't many people that mentioned it. Except maybe Gavin and Araceli.]