[Oh boy, that question feels so loaded. He feels a weird grip on panic his throat that he swallows down and tries to ignore.
It isn't fair to Kolivan to make this purely about his body. In the months they have gotten to know each other, Cyril realizes that he could be so happy with this man.
If he'd only allow himself to take that step. And, of course, if Kolivan agreed.]
I do. [He finally says, though he looks away for a moment.] Our friendship has given me hope that I thought I had lost, Kolivan. I don't know what I would have done if you hadn't shown up here.
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Date: 2019-03-31 05:08 am (UTC)It isn't fair to Kolivan to make this purely about his body. In the months they have gotten to know each other, Cyril realizes that he could be so happy with this man.
If he'd only allow himself to take that step. And, of course, if Kolivan agreed.]
I do. [He finally says, though he looks away for a moment.] Our friendship has given me hope that I thought I had lost, Kolivan. I don't know what I would have done if you hadn't shown up here.
I want whatever you are willing to give me.