[This is his first kiss in a very long time. Still, he finds it warm and gentle. A good start for easing back into something he gave up for himself. This will continue to be a slow build but he feels that Cyril will continue to have the patience with him for that.
Honestly Kolivan appreciates it.
When the kiss ends, he lingers down closer to his height, almost hovering there somewhat.]
My skills in this manner of affection are likely to not be what they once were.
[He feels he can do better. But perhaps that is what some of this will be for. Him learning to do this all again.]
[Cyril momentarily seems distracted by touching Kolivan's chest. His attention moves to the way his hand looks there, and he spreads his fingers to test how the muscle feels.
When Kolivan speaks he looks up, and it takes him a moment to process the request.]
Hm? Oh! Yes, of course.
[He pulls back a bit so they can start walking again.]
So, is this what you meant for us to talk about when you contacted me?
[He still feels a weird lingering anxiety when he thinks about it, but he wants to believe Kolivan won't hurt him.]
I... You know this isn't going to last forever. One day, one of us will wake up and the other will have been sent home. Our memories of our time together will be erased once we return.
I thought such a thing would make me terrified of opening up, but instead, it just makes me more hungry to do it. If we only have a limited time together, I don't want to waste a single moment of it fretting over the same fears that have ruined me before.
[Looking down at him, he listens as Cyril explains how little time they have. And yet, they can still do this. Make this work somehow. Nodding, he looks to the path they're walking, quiet before he speaks. Considering his words carefully as he always does.]
Do they look this way? These Free Marches you speak of?
[He is curious. There is something relaxing about being able to speak to someone like this. Casually. It isn't something he's been able to do in a long time. Not until Cyril.]
[Cyril's eyes widen and a grin spreads across his face.]
Yes! Let's go that! [He actually seems pretty excited about the idea.
Later, if they tell Robin about this it's doubtful this is what he had in mind when he suggested a first date, but hunting possibly make-believe magical creatures in the woods is exactly the kind of thing Cyril used to do in his part-time.]
This will do for now. We can come again tomorrow when you have your bow. If nothing else we can familiarize ourselves with the tracks to know what to look for when we come back.
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Reaching out, he touches his face, rather amazed that skin can be so sort, then leans down to put himself well within reach of the tiny figure.]
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It's sweet and warm. He doesn't want to press for too much too soon. He's experimenting with how Kolivan tastes and how he feels about being kissed.]
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Honestly Kolivan appreciates it.
When the kiss ends, he lingers down closer to his height, almost hovering there somewhat.]
My skills in this manner of affection are likely to not be what they once were.
[He feels he can do better. But perhaps that is what some of this will be for. Him learning to do this all again.]
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[Cyril reassures and the back of Kolivan's neck.]
You tell me what you're comfortable doing, and we'll go that far and not a step further.
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[Rising back up will cause those hands to slide to his chest instead. But he finds he doesn't mind them being there. It's...pleasant.]
Will you walk with me further?
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When Kolivan speaks he looks up, and it takes him a moment to process the request.]
Hm? Oh! Yes, of course.
[He pulls back a bit so they can start walking again.]
So, is this what you meant for us to talk about when you contacted me?
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[Then, after a moment,] I'm glad that I opened up to you.
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[He still feels a weird lingering anxiety when he thinks about it, but he wants to believe Kolivan won't hurt him.]
I... You know this isn't going to last forever. One day, one of us will wake up and the other will have been sent home. Our memories of our time together will be erased once we return.
I thought such a thing would make me terrified of opening up, but instead, it just makes me more hungry to do it. If we only have a limited time together, I don't want to waste a single moment of it fretting over the same fears that have ruined me before.
I want to be brave for you.
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You have the capacity for great courage.
[That was Kolivan for "you already are."]
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Hearing you say it makes me think so too.
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[Logic.]
... what did i do with the small text there? the world may never know
it's a mystery
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This planet reminds me of the Free Marches.
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[He is curious. There is something relaxing about being able to speak to someone like this. Casually. It isn't something he's been able to do in a long time. Not until Cyril.]
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Yes! Let's go that! [He actually seems pretty excited about the idea.
Later, if they tell Robin about this it's doubtful this is what he had in mind when he suggested a first date, but hunting possibly make-believe magical creatures in the woods is exactly the kind of thing Cyril used to do in his part-time.]
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Have you trained with this weaponry?
[If not then he plans to show him how to use it quickly first.]
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I should have thought to bring my bow.
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