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Cyril Lavellan ([personal profile] samahl) wrote2017-09-29 08:34 pm

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knowledgeordeath: (What did I tell you not to do?)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
This appeared to be a place where we were less likely to be interrupted or watched by members of the Fleet. The privacy was welcome.

[Totally a social call.]
knowledgeordeath: (Listening carefully)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
These things are sexual in nature correct?

[He has a feeling.]

You are one I can have intelligent conversations with. I would like to have one with you now.
knowledgeordeath: (What was that...)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
I finished the book you allowed me to borrow. There were some...unique interpretations of scenes.
knowledgeordeath: (Listening carefully)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Are all books that he writes done in so colorful a manner?
knowledgeordeath: (What did I tell you not to do?)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
I see.

[A pause and then...]

Were the romantic sections truthful? The ones that concern you.
knowledgeordeath: (Leader of Marmora)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
I haven't. Though even without the...vivid depiction of him I am sure I could spot him should our meeting happen.

[Based on what Cyril's told him, Kolivan's gathered that the Elf has a TYPE.]

I should make you aware that should you continue to wish an intimate relationship with me that I do not take pleasure in sharing with others.
knowledgeordeath: (What did I tell you not to do?)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
I see.

[He looks down at him. Some part of him has come to accept that what is taking place with Cyril is...real. That he enjoys it, opening himself up to another again. Particularly one who has been so patient with him for several months now.

He studies him another moment before looking ahead. There is a part of him that feels better knowing that Cyril doesn't intend to continue to pursue this other relationship. Perhaps he has been considering one with this Elf after all. Strange, he hasn't really considered that in a long time. He's been so used to closing himself off, not letting others in.

For a period of time, Kolivan is quiet, simply walking with Cyril at his side. The book had been rather enlightening, especially after what Cyril had already told him. He actually feels closer to him now, perhaps more so than he does anyone other than Ulaz and Krolia.

Kolivan pauses.]


Do you wish to have a bond with me that goes beyond that of something entirely physical, Cyril?
knowledgeordeath: (Determination)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[He's aware that the question he's asked isn't an easy one for Cyril. Honestly, he's done that intentionally. Right now he needs to hear just how serious he is about these feelings of his. If he would only desire him physically or if it would be more than that. The difference between those is very important. Especially to Kolivan.

When he gets his answer, he quietly contemplates. He does think about Cyril often now. And he actually feels relaxed with him. It's a pleasant sensation he hasn't experienced in a very, very long time.

So, he makes his decision.]


I would have you be mine. I believe the term that would be the most accurate to this would be "lovers". Though I doubt I will have to ask, it's appropriate to do so. Will you enter this relationship with me? All of you. Not just your body.
knowledgeordeath: (Years of pain)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[It has been so long since he's last been in a relationship. Honestly he expected to simply die without ever having another. Yet this feels right. Good.

He nods at his answer before realizing that he suddenly has no more words to say. Everything has been said that he wishes to say. Strange that he should feel like his tongue has knotted in his mouth. After all, he long since outgrew being a juvenile.

So yes. A nod will be Cyril's answer. At least until his brain figures out a response that isn't just "Good."

He's happy, Cyril. Really.]
knowledgeordeath: (Looking down)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Good. His lover appears to have a better idea of where to begin. That will be helpful here.

Reaching out, he touches his face, rather amazed that skin can be so sort, then leans down to put himself well within reach of the tiny figure.]
knowledgeordeath: (Years of pain)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-03-31 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
[This is his first kiss in a very long time. Still, he finds it warm and gentle. A good start for easing back into something he gave up for himself. This will continue to be a slow build but he feels that Cyril will continue to have the patience with him for that.

Honestly Kolivan appreciates it.

When the kiss ends, he lingers down closer to his height, almost hovering there somewhat.]


My skills in this manner of affection are likely to not be what they once were.

[He feels he can do better. But perhaps that is what some of this will be for. Him learning to do this all again.]
knowledgeordeath: (Listening carefully)

[personal profile] knowledgeordeath 2019-04-02 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
You have my gratitude.

[Rising back up will cause those hands to slide to his chest instead. But he finds he doesn't mind them being there. It's...pleasant.]

Will you walk with me further?

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